The Cycle continues

He had promised for so long that things wouldn’t always be like this. He had told her, that it was just a matter of time, and that it would be soon.

She had believed him.
She knew he loved her.
She understood that as a good man, he could not just leave his wife.
He had to do it the “right way” and he had to choose the right timing.

She waited patiently, and loyally for so long.
She could no longer live this way.
Enough was enough.
She had made her decision.
She made it clear to him that it was over.
And it broke her fucking heart!

A few weeks later he called her.
He loved her. He missed her. He couldn’t live without her.
The time apart had made him realise this, so he had made a decision, and she was his choice. And she fell into his trap again.

She knew he loved her.
She understood that as a good man, he could not just leave his wife.
He had to do it the “right way” and he had to choose the right timing.

She waited patiently, and loyally for so long.
She could no longer live this way.
Enough was enough.
She had made her decision.
She made it clear to him that it was over.
And it broke her fucking heart!

A few weeks later he called her….

No, this is not an error. I did not make a mistake and duplicate my words.

This is the ongoing cycle. Over and over and over again.

And sadly, only she can break the cycle. She has to be the strong one.

It’s not easy, especially when you are all alone, and unsupported, because…
well…
you are single…
apparently…

So who the fuck do you talk to about it?
Who will be there to hold you when you cry?
Who will encourage you to stand by your decision?

And so the cycle continues…
And it sucks!