He is just not worth fighting for anymore

SYouFU! So You Fucked Up!

An affair takes its toll on you.
It affects your heart.
It affects your mind.
It affects your friendships.

You start to feel isolated and alone.

You start questioning your life choices.

You start questioning your self-worth.

You start questioning if he really loves you.

You start wondering if you are just a game to him.

You start questioning if he will EVER make an honest woman out of you.

He has had ample time by now, and many opportunities to fix this situation, but he hasn’t.

Why not?

You begin to realize that this is not fair.

This is not fair on you, and it is certainly not fair on his wife.

If he can do this to his wife, would he do that to you?

Is all this heartache and doubt really worth it anymore?

You have reached the stage of pure exhaustion.
You are tired of the lonely weekends.
And your heart yearns for more.

And while your heart tells you that he still means so much to you, your head starts telling you that he is just not worth fighting for any more.