I want it to stop hurting

I want it to stop hurting…

Another weekend alone.
Another weekend thinking…

I had made up my mind.
I could not... no, WOULD NOT carry on like this!

How many people can actually say they are looking forward to a Monday?

There was a time in my life when I felt this way.

Thankfully the lonely weekend was over.

And I KNEW I would be receiving my first of many, many calls and messages from HIM that would brighten up my week.

But this time it was going to be different.

This time I was going to tell him I can’t do this anymore.

This time I was going to tell him my life has been on hold for him for way too long.

Yes, today is the day! Be strong Annie! You can do this!

And then he would call, and my heart would melt…